I've been dancing around to this video for about three hours. Glee FTW. 
(DO NOT watch or search for the original. It's by this hot piece of ass )
My not-so-well planned holiday with my friends to sunny beaches and boys and booze and bliss is crumbling in front of me. Life,is abysmal.
Smoke break. From nothing at all.
The times they are a wastin'.

My mother has built a bed for my dog for which he has abandoned mine.

I am unable to deal with this abandonment.

Mega Death

It is not only a person's life that is important, but also his/her death. The ancient Romans believed that the way you DIED can conquer the way you lived. According to Plutarch- Mark Antony killed himself by falling on his sword- going down in history as the greatest Roman general that ever lived. 
Kurt Kobain wouldn't be what he was to me in high school if he hadn't allegedly shot himself. Suppose he had slipped from the top of a staircase one morning and crashed his head. Then would anyone think- 'That guy knew pain, man'
With the lights out, it's less dangerous


Shakespeare often talks about triumph in death. A great man lives a great life, and dies a great death. His end - is the rest of his life. I know psychology says that suicide is downright cowardly, but why do life takers become heroic leaving us not only with our own anguish, but forcing to reflect on theirs. It is not death, but the manner of death that makes a point, creates an impact.
Suicide is painless 
It brings on many changes 


This movie takes twisted to a new level. I wasn't aware that Robin Williams could be scary. 



I don't particularly like studying psychology. I don't like knowing that if i do THIS, then I have a particular kind of problem. With a technical term to it. What if someone just wants to be a person, and not a list of mental disorders. 
But my therapist(ex) is freakin god sent and I guess I'm glad some people are studying it. 

The only thing worse than a bad throat is gargling to get rid of  it. 

My friend just told me that what she wants to do on her birthday is watch sex and the city and get 'take out'. 
I know I don't love America, but I know I live it. It's all rather confusing.

This is bloody brilliant.

http://www.tehelka.com/story_main47.asp?filename=Ne131110Damn.asp

Virtual Insanity

I just watched The Social Network. Mark Zuckerberg is insane. 
I have all the symptoms of an honest facebook victim- I know everyone from 'somewhere'. I check first thing in the morning-last thing in the night. I refresh my home page at least three times when I've logged in. At my worst times of addiction, I have found myself deep into the night staring at a complete stranger's face-physically incapable of clicking the logout button. I curse facebook ON facebook.
Everything is fast and pretty and in your face and it's always calling on you to click and know what it's saying. You can be anybody. Know anybody. 
What should take a second continues for endless hours.
You don't need to worry about making a first impression anymore. You've already made one.
Everyone else's life is just a click away. As is yours.
I cannot decide if facebook is good or evil, but what I do know that is a complete and absolute social and psychological revolution. For better,  or for worse.
When I know how to put this better, I will.
And please don't tell me that you're ON facebook but it 'doesn't matter'. I'm too deep inside to buy that shit.

Jesse Eisenberg is pretty damn good.

The world is not a small place. Facebook is.
Now if you will excuse me, I need to go update my status.