Jealousy is a weird thing. It can come out of anywhere and claw on your brain. Make you imagine things others have said and hate them for it.
Today I woke up annoyed with someone because of something that happened in a dream. I had a tense phone conversation with a friend, passively competing with everything she said and almost breaking down and snapping. Today I feel inadequate and angry at everyone I know.
Today is a bad day. I can feel it in my throat.