I don't understand why everyone chooses wrong people to love. People who confuse you and make you think that being in love is about putting someone else in front of you and killing yourself slowly till you're not a person anymore. The kind of person that makes you feel inadequate and doubtful till you try everything you can, be everyone else you can be, and it still doesn't work.

The thrill of making mistakes slowly dies out which is how I know I'm growing into an adult. A little bit.
Weddings are weird.